its war time

tmr going for npc at sarimbun!
guys wish me luck!!
today we went to standardise our hair
BOTAK!!

NPC

today seriously not in good mood..
no specific reasons..
went down wit th seniors to get stuff from beach road for npc..
one word : STANDARDISE!
tmr shud be going out wit family
to eat dinner to celebrate my bday in
advance but i dunno want to go or not..
my overll seriously wasted.. 6 marks..
im still missing waking up to the shouts of fall in..
im still missing seeing flags being stolen..
im still missing eating wit steadfast patrol..
im just missing pltc more and more..

I realised

jus realised dat i am 6 marks away in my overall b4
my dad let me pierce my ear..sian sia..
i now want to change alot of parts in my bike then ride more..
i next year if my dad confiscate my ang pao, i think we cant even be father and son le!
i noe abit lame but this few days many things happened so wun want to say it out here..
sayang im seriously sry..
i miss you and i still ove you..

randoms;

i dunno y but i sorta feel that i shud not have quitted sc..
anyway wuts done is done..
i felt this change within me suddenly..
not sure how to explain but for sure the change is bad.
i now like save not enough money all this den uncle val u better watch out.
i now having all this limits thanks to val
cb dog! i tulan le
i think nowadays i very impatient..
hopefully all this shall end..
5 years is a long wait..wait le so wat?
life is like this.. one day i shall end this all.. haix..
i like keep finding fault wit everythings liddat..
my mood still haven change to battle mode for npc yet
dunno wuts wrong wit me but i now tok lesser to family le..
i may look happy but deep inside is just a person struggling wit a sad life
u all may think its ok so far but y must there be ppl hurting my family?
all this shit have to stop one day..
i dun want to be like this but i feel dat i am changiong to the old me..
this sux..
try waiting so much for something for 5 years
when it all comes to a point when u noe its just a lie..
fuck it
i have enuff le
my mum nagging le
bye

PLTC

i am missing pltc!!
i miss steadfast and gilwell subcamp!
not feeling well today..gg training late
well done gilwell!!

Class camp

class camp was seriously a failure,dun wanna tok abt it..
appreciated those who came and sorry i did not attend so much part of it..

tmr going for npc pre camp le.jia you
sayang, i love you! 12 days and counting :)
4 days cant see you,i will miss you :(

randoms

i got into 9b!my first choice!!this month gg to be full of camps.
7-9 class camp.
12-15 pre npc camp.
20-23 tampines district pltc camp
27-1dec npc 08'

and yes,those who noe me, i will be celebrating my birthday in npc :(
but got a special person celebrating wit me in camp and of cos all the wichita ppl clebrating wit me:)
attended church last week and realised i grown taller and
ppl confirmed the fact dat i turned darker!
nothing more to blog abt..
i love my sayang! i just missed her everytime when im not wit her!