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i dunno y but i sorta feel that i shud not have quitted sc..
anyway wuts done is done..
i felt this change within me suddenly..
not sure how to explain but for sure the change is bad.
i now like save not enough money all this den uncle val u better watch out.
i now having all this limits thanks to val
cb dog! i tulan le
i think nowadays i very impatient..
hopefully all this shall end..
5 years is a long wait..wait le so wat?
life is like this.. one day i shall end this all.. haix..
i like keep finding fault wit everythings liddat..
my mood still haven change to battle mode for npc yet
dunno wuts wrong wit me but i now tok lesser to family le..
i may look happy but deep inside is just a person struggling wit a sad life
u all may think its ok so far but y must there be ppl hurting my family?
all this shit have to stop one day..
i dun want to be like this but i feel dat i am changiong to the old me..
this sux..
try waiting so much for something for 5 years
when it all comes to a point when u noe its just a lie..
fuck it
i have enuff le
my mum nagging le
bye