hihi

feeling better le..dad still wun let me go church..i feel like putting a tattoo.angry wit her..giving shitty excuses and dun want meet me..nabei..treat me like toy nia..dunno if i should continue learning guitar..still want to save for a new bike..now i feel like a bastard..i dun think twice when using my phone even though i noe it boom..cos my father alwys sae imagine if we nvr confiscate ur new year money..haix...sad

i confessed

i confessed to her but den i noe i have no chance,told her dat i gave up but i still like her..arghx!!
feeling damn bastard to myself..ytd see my mum cry..realised tht i am not a gud son..shud try to change..den i dunno if i am starting to like the girl fr the class next door..

love secretly can le..

sad

siao liao,got 2 guys like her..i comfirm tio reject if i ask..jus like her secretly can le..
sian-ed,tell me wut to do, sumbody!! T.T

gl

hazmi damn gl..ask him try sae two sentence to gl me at one go and i will just argue back..i've been keeping quiet,as the newtons law said,for every action,there is an equal opposite reaction..i think class nvr see i rly fucked up b4..it wun be long..i like dis girl i noe i have no chance T.T..i think i shud give up on the sec 1..
i dunno wuts wrong wit me..drifting further from the right track..i want to get good grades but my actions always prove otherwise..i think the whole world thinks dat i am a flirt and there are always some shit probs.. LIFE SUCKS!

updated finally

hihi..dunno if i shud carry on loving her or move on..its been long,wut she still dunno abt me sia..
sad..going genevieve's bdae party tmr..