thoughts

well, i think i can try being her friend all over again..
hopefully that will get her back? idk :(
i miss her ba.. its's nearing 5 and i can;t sleep.
going to malaysia tomorrow, hopefully have fun there..

i bought my new braun buffel wallet yeay :)
buy with my own money hehe so happy.
actually i asked for $50 from my dad but apparently
it;s too much for him.
the reason why i wanted a change of wallet is
because i didn't know my brown checkered wallet is
trying to copy LV..
so ps lor..
then the $50 for my bday also kena scolded :(

i remember how when i was p5 my dad said
"4 years later i'll get whatever you want, now is tough times
daddy promised to make it up to you"

well, 5 years later i still can't get what i wanted,
and yet i'm always scolded for breaking my promises.
i wonder who is the biggest liar in the family?

i think i fail greatly as a human,
i'm not good looking, i'm not rich,
and i don't do well for my studies..

i think my parents are really unreasonable but
i can't quarrel with them, in the end they will still win.
fucking hate my life, so much to tahan.

i'm not superman i guess.