promises

remember we had that promise, to never say break up to each other?
well, i knew that one of us would break it, and i was certain it would be me.
you proved me wrong, though.
remember how we said we wanted to get a couple tattoo,
one without names, just something that would remind each other
of the other party?
well, thats sweet, really.
it's over now, 18 days have passed.
i really hope this is just a bad dream..
you really aren't giving this thing another shot are you?
guess it;s just me living in my fucking pathetic past.

my friends told me to move on, i can't ,
i'm just too into you.
i've tried to hate you, needles to say, i failed.
i'm just a guy trying to be the best bf,
but you ought to let me know what went wrong
instead of simply "we did'nt click"
i really want this r/s back.

i swear i'm suppose to forget you,
but you seemed so happy.
so much for being just a fan.
i didn't knew you this way, hugging people freely and all.
you've changed. i want the old you.. really.
guess thats not gonna happen at all.

you're one of a kind, really.

you shall always be a part of me i guess :(