happy CNY!

yo!!happy new yr!!..i jus went for sc interview..ok luh..jus kip smiling to the cher like some gay.. lol.. but actually something happened ytd..my dad sae i will not get the red packet money..wut is his prob..i ask to get all the red packet money bcos last year i gave him all or half..den last last year i gave him all..now i cannot buy a lot of things planned..damn sad..its not the first time they treat me dis way..den my mum scold me fucking attitude while halfway toking to her frens..sian-ed..i ord noe how to embarass dem ord..when i collect the red packet den i will jus give to them den shout loudly "nah! ltr u no money give other ppl!"..i noe i damn bastard but i am seriously damn sad..jus hope dat god will lead me on..i prayed..nothing came out of it..i jus wished dey can at least treat me like a person wit feelings.. den i feel dat after dey knew dat i have received christ, dey kip telling me "did the bible ask u to do this? did the bible ask u to do dat?" i really want to give up..i really am sick and tired of the way they "tok" to me..whenever i got a point dey raised their voice..

i really wonder if i am their son now..i have no faith in them..anw gdbye to you all..meb i now can rarely blog cos i have no more freedom ord den now i must go home straight after sch by 45 mins..den my dad sae he dun let me go church..